Re: Confessions

by **Michael** Wed 3 Jul - 0:28:25

rog that's...kinky?

by **Rogdata** Wed 3 Jul - 0:34:32

Kinky? *looks up definition* Hmm. In a way, it is. But no, not really. Masochism is receiving pleasure from physical or mental pain. Yes- it can also be sexual. But not in my case.

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 1:11:39

I wanna go to the Mental Hospital with the fun white walls that are bouncy and jackets that let you hug your self ;u;~

by **Rogdata** Wed 3 Jul - 1:25:35

Kit wrote:I wanna go to the Mental Hospital with the fun white walls that are bouncy and jackets that let you hug your self ;u;~

Lol, I would use it like a little kid's party bounce house! XD

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 2:15:41

I would use it like I was the ruler eue~

by **Rogdata** Wed 3 Jul - 2:21:50

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Yeah..

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 2:24:07

I'm feeling worthless again... *Curls up in corner*

by **Rogdata** Wed 3 Jul - 2:31:42

Kit wrote:I'm feeling worthless again... *Curls up in corner*

I'm really bad at comforting people T_T just another confession..
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by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 2:32:21

*Sniffles* :'c

by **Rogdata** Wed 3 Jul - 2:40:12

It's okay, you can spill out your emotions here. We're all on the same boat.

by **Sarah** Wed 3 Jul - 2:48:55

I had a dream that I killed two people. When I woke up I was in a really good mood ^~^

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 2:50:50

I feel like I annoy everyone.... even my own boyfriend is kinda mad at me... yesterday I was talking with him and I understand he was tired but he didn't have to be an ass to me because of it.. I'm like, really upset over it..... I wanna go to his house right now and just slap some fucking sense into him on how I feel.... Not only that, but I feel asleep last night bawling my freaking eyes out because of the stupid fight......... I wanted to talk with him about it last night, but seeing how my freaking anxiety was being a pain in the ass, I just texted him this: "I love you okay. Night <3" And he got angry because of it and I know I woke him up, I sort of didn't mean to, but I also did.. I wanted to tell him how he just hurt me so fucking bad to the point where I started to cry...... I still want to do it but he'll get upset or angry..... I just... I just don't know what to do.... I wanna go to his house today or tomorrow and just talk with him. A nice, long talk and let out all my emotions in the talk as well..... I really want to do that.... but my anxiety always gets me and i just.... i freeze up and don't say a word... or just say something to help me out of a situation.... i just......... i feel worthless and useless... Sunday when I was cleaning i did cut my self with hard plastic but it wasn't deep cuts.... i was thinking too much about the bad memories......... i wanna do it again but i don't want to because i know it wont help anything..... i'm slowly becoming depressed too because of my life at home and all of these sudden arguments and fights...... i need help and support... from any one.... i even tell my bf that and he does support me, but i do one little mistake and he argues with me..... tired or not.... i feel so worthless.......................

by **Sam** Wed 3 Jul - 2:58:54

Alright I'm gonna take a shot here and be as honest as possible. Break up with your boyfriend to scare some sense into the bastard and show him you don't like the way he's treating you. if Anxiety is getting in your way like it has for me, find something that calms you, for example I like to listen to music, try having a music player with you. As for any problems at home, I don't really know what to do about that, I don't have problems like that to often but I guess you could ignore it.

by **Sam** Wed 3 Jul - 3:00:17

Oh also don't cut yourself anymore, it's fucking stupid it doesn't do anything. If you need to vent keeping it inside and cutting yourself doesn't work, you can vent here and we'll try to help.

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 3:01:54

I'm not gonna break up with him. It is part of a relationship where couples fight. Even for the stupidest of reasons. But I literally do need him in my life. If we broke up, I'd be going through depression and I'd probably be dead.... I wanna go talk to him right now but idk if my mom would let me go over... *Sigh* I'm gonna see what I can do... I might call him or something... Idk... and i didn't fucking mean to cut myself. i thought it was my fucking comb but fucking no. it wasnt!

by **Sam** Wed 3 Jul - 3:06:53

You know what could help? Some fuckin' Roleplaying!

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 3:11:55

don't need to be mean.....................................

now i'm feeling more and more worthless.... excuse me while i curl up in a corner, cry and think about how my life will be if people didn't always yell at me..............

by **Sam** Wed 3 Jul - 3:13:14

Oh fuck me I wasn't trying for mean god damn it. Sorry.

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 3:18:41

it's fine...

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 4:54:03

okay so he's fine with me now, but i want to come over tomorrow and he's going to Seattle in 2 days, staying there for 4, and as i said i want to come over but he says no, but NOW he's saying he's waiting for jason [jj as a nick name. he's a racist kid.] to come over. so, you can have your OTHER friends over, but you cant let your girlfriend come over to spend time with you before you go and so she can talk with you!? what the hell.....

yup.... worthless feeling again............................................... *curls up in corner*

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 5:53:01

Ya know what? Forget the world for a while. Listen to Nightcore Music and just draw ;u; *Curls up with my Laptop and drawing Tablet* Don't mind me in your corner Rog ;u;~

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 7:41:39

sdfghjkhhgfuCKEVERYTHING! I AM SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS GOD DAMN FUCKING WORLD AND PEOPLE ON IT AQIUJKGFHYJDGNUYUKNESUJDRKTHGJUIGLIFANYONEFUCKINGNEEDSMEILLBEASLEEPDRAWINGORACTINGLIKEIMFUCKINGDEADANDWORTHLESSLIKEIALLREADYAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 9:15:34

*lays on the road* i give up right now.

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 9:56:39

yup. its official. i am nothing but a worthless thing flying around on earth............. god i wish i didnt feel like this................................................

by **Kit** Wed 3 Jul - 10:00:48

Okay not feeling so worthless anymore c: Music helps~ And my back hurts ;3;"""

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