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Post by Kit Fri 25 Jul - 1:07:58

Alex, one; I'm kinda offended you said that I need to loose weight, cause you're basically calling me fat and I will not take that in any way..I'v been told by many people that I was fat when I was little, when all it was is just Baby fat that I worked off, yet I keep getting told I'm fat..So I'm really offended and pissed off at you right now....... And two; the reason why I don't like the girl who's skinny is because she's pushing it too much. I mean I understand that she wants people to become more healthy, but I watched a few more of her videos, and she does make fun of people who are over weight. She has no respect for people whom are over weight and make bad eating choices, when the person has eaten that kind of stuff everyday of there lives probably. And she also pushes people to become Vegans because of how "meat is bad for you" and all that shit. I'm sorry, but if you literally sit there, and tell people for 10 minutes straight that they should become Vegan because eating Meat is horrible and wrong that we keep killing Animals every day for our own "greedy" needs, than you can fucking die in hell, because you're trying to enforce it on people who watch your channel, or stumble across it. I don't even care if she wasn't Vegan, or skinny and still pushed it. It's pointless to and it's wrong.


And the way her Body type is, Yeah, she's skinny, which is good for HER! I guess, but think about all the other people out there, even adults, whom watch her and want to be as skinny as her, but cant because they don't have the time, or they have some kind of desiease to prevent them to exercise. Think about that. And I don't care that she's skinny. I honestly don't, but she doesn't need to show it off in all her fucking videos and be half naked, almost completely naked. It's just wrong, gross, and to me, it shows that you have no respect for your body and all you want to do is show it off to the world. I can see her hip bones, her rib cage, AND her shoulder bones, and it is not good. That's not good to me at least, because it shows she's either working way to hard for this, or she's trying to become anorexic. I'm not sure, but to me, it isn't healthy. You NEED! to have some meat on your bones so you don't look or feel weak. I, am at a perfect weight, amount of skininess(?), and you don't see my damn bones. Except my Collar Bone, but don't they always pop out? Really, why do they stick out??
But other than that, I just don't like how she shows off her whole body to the world. It's YOUR.BODY! not something for everyone out there to see, like pedophiles, and creep-ass people. End of fucking story.




Now I'm getting off of here for a while cause I'm still mad at you Alex.. I don't take comments about my weight or body too lightly.. I'm a healthy weight, and a healthy body shape, and I'v been called fat or chubby by people, when I'm not.. so i do take offence to it.."thank you".............................
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Post by Kit Fri 25 Jul - 1:09:09

One more thing; the smoothes or drinks she makes sound yummy but.. what the hells a..dike? idfk
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Post by Sam Fri 25 Jul - 1:18:15

I'm that skinny. It's why I'm viewed by everyone as the scrawny nerd
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Post by Alex Fri 25 Jul - 3:29:03

I revised my message and in no way were there any misconceptions or statements of me calling you fat, even indirectly
And she has the right to show off her weight, its her channel, her video's
and her pushing something upon you is clearly the viewers, its not like she is forcing you to do it, it is but a simple recommendation
its up to you if you wish to follow up with her recommendation or food choices
its as simple as clicking that red X in the top of you're screen

She makes her videos
freedom of press
its up to you to watch them or not
or continue to hate on her like the 15% percent of retard haters on youtube

You're choice
I would prefer if we buried this conversation with these as its last words
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Post by Sam Fri 25 Jul - 8:02:09

...well on that happy note, there's a website called Muslimsarenotterrorists.com
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Post by Kit Fri 25 Jul - 9:26:58

OH MY FUCKING GOD I AM SO GOD DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF RIGHT NOW CAUSE MY CLOSET IS ALMOST FUCKING CLEANED!!!!!! I GOT A SHIT LOAD DONE TODAY, WITH THE HELP OF MY BOYFRIEND CAUSE HE OFFERED TO COME HELP ME. I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF. LIKE, I CAN SEE THE FLOOR NOW, AND I FOUND MY TOY BOX. HOLY FUCKING JESUS TITS IM HAPPY. TOMORROW, WE ARE GONNA FINISH IT UP AND ORGANIZE IT, VACUUM MY WHOLE ROOM AND I AM DONE WITH IT ALL. I AM SO HAPPY. AND I REALIZED THAT IT ONLY TOOK ME A WEEK..NOT EVEN, LIKE MAYBE 5/6 DAYS TO CLEAN MY WHOLE ENTIRE ROOM.


IM PRETTY FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF, I FINALLY ACCOMPLISHED MY FUCKING GOALS FOR THE WHOLE ENTIRE SUMMER ALREADY, WHICH WAS TO CLEAN OUT MY WHOLE ROOM, INCLUDING MY CLOSET, THAT GOT FILLED UP WITH FUCKING SHIT THAT WAS FROM YEARS AGO. THE LAST TIME MY CLOSET WAS EVER FULLY CLEANED WAS WHEN I WAS 8 YEARS OLD. I'M NOW 15, GONNA BE 16. OH MY FUCKING GOD. TOMORROW, WHEN I FINISH CLEANING OUT MY CLOSET, AND I ORGANIZE EVERYTHING, VACUUM, AND ORGANIZE AND STRAIGHTEN UP THE REST OF MY ROOM, I WILL FEEL SO DAMN PROUD OF MYSELF, BECAUSE I HAVE A FULLY CLEANED ROOM, AND I REACHED MY GOALS THAT I HAD SET FROM LAST.FUCKING.SUMMER!




GUYS I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO TO EXPLAIN HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF MYSELF AND HOLY FUCKING SHIT I'M GONNA GO TAKE A NICE LONG SHOWER TO CLEANSE MYSELF, EAT SOME FOOD CAUSE IM FUCKING STARVING BECAUSE I WAS STUPID ENOUGH TO SKIP OUT ON LUNCH (but my bf went to a Save-on here and brought back some drinks and gummy worms for me c: ), BUT IM FUCKING STARVING STILL SEEING HOW I USED THAT ENERGY TO CLEAN MY CLOSET.


THERE ARE LIKE.....I THINK 8 FUCKING BAGS OF GARBAGE.
FUCKING
GARBAGE.


AND THEN I HAVE...I think like, 5? BAGS OF OLD CLOTHES AND TOYS.
I'M SORTING ALL THAT SHIT OUT TOMORROW..OR FRI-SATURDAY? YEAH, I THINK SATURDAY IS WHAT I'M AIMING FOR.

BUT IM SO HAPPY I'M ALMOST DONE WITH MY GOAL. I'M LIKE, JUST..YUEIGHKBIUDRFJ!

YET IM REALLY TIRED, I COULD GO FOR LIKE..SOME PASTA RIGHT NOW, AND A GOOD LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG NIGHT OF REST, AND A HOT AND COLD SHOWER. I'M UP FOR THAT.

AND I WANNA EAT SO BAD THOUGH. MY MOM'S MAKING CHICKEN AND RICE.


IT SMELLS SO FUCKING GOOD.


IM STARVING AND I WANT FOOD ;A;






ALSO ALEX I HONESTLY DONT CARE BOUT THE CONVERSATION ANYMORE CAUSE IT WENT NOWHERE TO ME AT LEAST.






NOW IM OFF TO DO AS I SAID! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FOR NOW!
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Post by Alex Fri 25 Jul - 12:41:58

My room is the size of a closet, 1st world problems solved
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Post by Kit Fri 25 Jul - 12:48:52

Ah.. Well.. I dunno how big that would be Alex.

But my room is small. Very. Small.. I dunno how small actually.. I think tomorrow once I finish my Closet I'm gonna measure out my room, and the closet. Cause well.. Yeah.


And I took down the sliding door thing that was on my Closet because it was getting in my way, and I really don't want that there. My whole entire room is white, and so is the door. It would look so bland and boring.

I'm gonna go on Pinterst to look u[ some ideas for Closet doors, cause I didnt like the one on there..

I'm kinda thinking like.. Strings with beads on it.. Stupid, I know, but I want my room to look more.. me-ish?

And my mom said she might look up some chairs that are like Bean bag chairs, but wont be.

idfc, as long as its like a bean bag chair im fine.




but i got pissed off at her, and my dad cause they said that bean bag chairs were horrible and bad for your posture.

um


does it look like I give a fuck? no. i dont. get me a fucking bean bag chair god. iv been dying for one ever sense I was 14. god..




anyways, onto pinterst! and then maybe bed cause im tired as fuck.
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Post by Kit Fri 25 Jul - 13:21:19

ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha im staying up till midnight cause fucking internet
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Post by Kit Fri 25 Jul - 14:00:28




OMFG THIS KITTY IS SO PRECIOUS <3
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Post by Alex Fri 25 Jul - 14:09:44

...
"i got pissed off at her, and my dad cause they said that bean bag chairs were horrible and bad for your posture. does it look like I give a fuck? no. i dont. get me a fucking bean bag chair god."

Stereotypical spoiled brat
with all offence included
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Post by Kit Fri 25 Jul - 14:59:53

Alex. Fuck you.







But I don't get why they don't like Bean bag chairs. I'v sat in...3? and I find them rather comfy enough to where I could fall asleep in them. I honestly don't see the point why they don't like them. (besides the fact my dad told me how he had to clean up one we apparently had years ago and it ripped cause of a cat we had [I didnt like that cat. it clawed and bit at all of us each time we walked by it, or when it came near us]), I just really want one. I don't want one cause I'm "greedy", or a fucking spoiled brat. i can assure you, i am not a fucking "spoiled brat." I'm treated like fucking dirt here alex. my fucking brother gets all the shit he wants. Last week he got a book (that's for collage, which I completely understand, because he's going to Clarkson University, and that's one hell of a expensive Collage. He's going for..I believe Designing for like buildings and such), but he also got 5 games, 2 other books that he wanted just to read, and a new fucking laptop for gaming. All that costed 150$, all of which my mom paid for. But me? I ask for something simple like a Book that I wanted to get, or a game, or even a Phone case (which is just 1 freaking dollar ;-; ), and she bitches at me saying that she doesn't want to spend a shit-ton of money for stuff that I want/need. And what I actually do need, she wont get it for me. For instance, I actually literally needed some supplies for..girl issues.. And my mom didn't buy me the things I needed, I had to literally beg her to, because I was close to getting it, and I didn't want any kind of accident. And she said to me, and I freaking quote; "ugh fine! if you just shut up about it my god" and then left to get the supplies I needed.

I'm sorry, but I'm a fucking teenage girl, who gets the same shit you did when you were a teenager, so I needed supplies. That's one point here that I'm not a "spoiled brat" Alex.

Another example (hell, I could give at least over 20):

My mom went to the store here a few days ago to get groceries and such, and I accidentally slept in till.. I think it was 9:30/10 (I had my phone alarm set for 9 but I slept through it. And the one at 9:05), so I woke up, and she got back from the store a few minutes after I woke up. I was gonna go help take care of the groceries after I got done in the bathroom, and when I went to get my glasses, my mom yells at me saying, and I also quote; "jesus fucking christ Rachael i told you to take care of the fucking cold stuff! never mind ill do it my fucking self. god, why don't you get off your fucking ass and do shit around here some time!" and I literally just stood there, while she was saying that, all silent, and holding my tongue. I just woke up, and I went to get my glasses. I literally got up the moment after I got my glasses, and she said that.

These two (or three?) facts here that I just said, proves im not a fucking spoiled brat Alex. I'm treated like fucking dirt ass shit in my family, and I have no fucking freedom to do anything that I want to do, like walk around my town a little bit alone to the Library or to the Pool. But nope, I need to have someone to go with me at all times, and my brother fucking sits around on his lazy ass, playing games and being treated like a fucking god-child baby. He gets all the fucking high-ass respect just because he's a straight-A student, and that he's also going to a really good Collage.



Now, if you look at me, you can tell I am NOTHING! like my fucking brother.

I'm not a straight-A student. I'm a mix of it all, mainly ranking from an A if I am lucky, to a C. I'm not that fucking smart, I'm not the best child either apparently. I don't get what I actually, desperately need, like fucking supplies for something I get every damn month. And I'm not treated with respect either. I'm talked shit about all the time. I can literally hear my mom's conversations about me with another friend of hers. It pisses me off so fucking much. But I am not a spoiled brat Alex. I'm no wheres near that here with my Family. I'm nothing but a fucking low-life slave to this fucking family. I cant get what I need, the only way I can is by fucking begging for it. I begged for so many things this year it wasn't even funny. I was in need of School supplies that were required for the classes I needed it for, I needed new Jeans cause my other ones were tearing, and I needed more socks cause all of mines were fucking 2 years old and were tearing too much. I didn't get any of the things I needed until fucking TWO MONTHS LATER! I needed that stuff, and I finally get it several months later.



In my Family, it's my brothers priorities first, mines come when I'm fucking dead.






And I just asked for a Bean Bag chair. Just. One. Fucking. Chair. And it's a no..Unless my mom or dad can find something like a Bean bag chair, yet it's not.





But I am not a fucking spoiled brat alex. I just want one thing is all, and I will not stop asking until I get it. They aren't even expensive if you look for them online, and get a good deal. Seriously, I just want a Bean bag chair once my room is finished. I don't care if it's even a month or two from now, I'm not gonna push it so it's a week soon. I just want one in some point of time from now until a few months. I'm not pushing them to get my one ASAP, like most preppy girls at my school do with shit they want. No, I'm letting my parents think about it, and I can wait a few months to get one. Besides, the chair I have in my room is old, and I do want to get rid of it and replace it with something. Because I have one other chair that i'll keep. its a computer chair. i will not get rid of it. ever. (unless it falls apart on me in the mere future.), so no Alex, as I said multiple times, I am not a fucking spoiled brat.










also, this is off topic but i feel bad for my bf. he had to go outside and finish killing off a raccoon. with a shovel. he had to beat it multiple times until it has a seizure and died. he's very..ah..i don't wanna say traumatized, but he's freaked out over it. i mean.. killing a animal with a shovel, and the animal is half dead. that's just..too far..his step dad made him do it and he's freaking out because he's never done anything like that before.. and the raccoon part, three of them killed some of there chickens (two of them were my favorite. silky ones.. mr and mrs got killed..fuck you raccoons..), and they killed the third one tonight. so i understand where he's going at.. if i had to do it, i'd probably make someone else do it, because i literally can not harm a animal unless they harm me first. im a animal lover. period.




so yeah, this is all for the night and shit.






bye.
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 1:00:46

oh my fucking jesus im extremely tired but i dont care cause im still gonna clean


but my flucking god im having coffee ;-;



and a nap later on.




my god ;-;
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 1:08:02

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OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS LITERALLY A BEAN BAG CHAIR IN THE SHAPE OF A CHAIR. THAT IS LITERALLY WHAT MY MOM WANTS TO LOOK FOR.



OH MY GOD


IM GONNA SHOW HER IT LATER
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 1:17:00

I think I should go get some food and coffee cause i literally still cant stay awake and i have no energy what so ever.




coffee is needed today ;-;
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 2:25:14

cleaning tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... then organizing my room. so fucking ready for this!!


coffees in my system




my bf is riding into town soon so he can help me.





and today will be our last day of cleaning and organizing my room and closet.











lets fucking do this im so ready for this!!!!!!














also is there a post limit on here? i wonder..












eh, im not gonna spam but its just a thought



































cleaning tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiimeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Post by Alex Sat 26 Jul - 5:00:13

Fuck that  im not reading all this
congratulations kit, you single handedly took up an entire page
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Post by Alex Sat 26 Jul - 5:32:50

And guess what kit, if you're upset about how people don't give you what you want
well how about this, I GET A JOB, EARN FUCKING MONEY AND USE IT HOW I WANT TO
I DON'T GO YELLING AT MY PARENTS TO PROVIDE FOR ME, I HAVE TO DO THAT FOR MYSELF
IF I WANT TO GO TO THE MOVIES I GET MONEY I SAVED UP FROM WORK
YOU'RE STATEMENT BACK THERE ONLY CONFIRMED THAT YOU'RE A SPOIL BRAT
IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD I BET YOU I CAN PUT YOU IN A ROOM WITH 20 RANDOM PEOPLE AND YOU WOULD BE THE MOST FORTUNATE OUT OF THEM
FINE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE CALLED A SPOILED BRAT THEN HOW ABOUT SELF-INDULGENT LITTLE PRICK THAT WONT SHUT UP AND OWN WHAT SHE IS
THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU, OTHER PEOPLE HAVE FEELING AND OPINIONS
WHAT YOU'RE DOING IS THE SAME AS A RICH GIRL COMPLAINING THAT SHE DOESN'T CAVIAR AND MONEY EVERYDAY
IF YOU'RE UPSET ABOUT YOU'RE SIBLINGS GETTING ALL THE SHIT THEN HERE YOU GO
MY ENTIRE ROOM IS A HAND ME DOWN
I HAVE A BED FROM THE 90'S THAT CREEKS LIKE HELL AND IS HELD TOGETHER BY A FEW RUSTY SCREWS BUT I DON'T CARE BECAUSE IM HAPPY TO HAVE A BED TO SLEEP ON
YOU'RE HUNGRY
WELL HOW ABOUT THIS
NOTHING TO EAT UNLESS THERE IS SOMETHING LEFT OVER
3 OUT OF 5 DAYS IN THE WEEK THERE IS NOTHING TO EAT
I HAVE TO EITHER WAIT TILL 8PM AND HAVE DINNER OR GO WALK HALF AN HOUR TO GO GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND USE MY MONEY THAT I EARNED TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT.

MY LIFE IS NOT TOUGH AND IM FINE WITH IT
BUT WHEN I SEE SOMEONE COMPLAINING ABOUT THEM NOT BEING ABLE TO GET A STUPID CHAIR THAT WAS MADE BY LITTLE KIDS IN INDIA THAT WORK FOR 5 CENTS A DAY I GET PISSED
NOT MANY PEOPLE MAKE ME SNAP OUT OF MY LITTLE HAPPY WORLD BUT YOU HAVE BEEN JUST PILING SHIT ON-TOP OF A WOODEN PLANK AND ONE DAY THE PLANK WILL SNAP AND DROP ALL YOU'RE SHIT ON YOU
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 8:40:54

yay i took up a entire page.


and does it look like i give to shits? no.






dont get me wrong here, i do love the stuff i have already from my parents. and we're all trying to hard to keep the roof over our heads because our land lord is being a huge ass dick to us cause our house is "messy", when it's perfectly cleaned as we had it for many years. but our land lord has freaking ocd. doesnt that explain something?


and alex, i dont care where the chair is made. hell, i can actually make one cause i founded stuff online, and i suggested it to my mom and she said we could make one together when she has the time. (though idk what we're gonna stuff it with at least. i'm not putting in the little balls cause that would be horrible.), but im not a selfish prick or what ever. i just want to get stuff i want, and i cant. i cant even get a job because where i live, you need to be 16 and older. i'm not 16 yet. if i had a job to babysit, yeah, i'd be fine. but no one in my town, or friends out of my town has kids or pets that i could babysit. it kinda bums me out. and my business for making beanies and plushies to sell hasn't been asked for lately. and with the "plank" thing alex, thats been broken for over 3 years now because ever sense my great grandmother passed away, everything in my family has been going downhill. and i literally mean everything. my mom's trying her hardest to keep a roof over our heads, food in our stomachs, and clothes on her back. including as of right now for a few months, because my dad has to get back surgery soon because 2 discs in his back just dissapeared. me and my mom dont know how that happened, but he's in a lot of pain right now. not only that, but we've been to the hospital 3 times within the last month because he had a infection come right back to the same knee a doctor fucked up on while doing surgery, and he had a UTI and a pinched nerve that started with a S (i dont remember the correct name for it.), and i feel so so bad for him that he's going through this. it makes me both mad and upset saying that he's useless and a burden. he isn't. i want to help him in any way possible, but i cant because he either can do something on his own, or doesn't want me to. i just..idk what to do about my dad.. im scared of what's gonna happen to him and everything, because i think he cant get surgery until next month.. just.. god help us all...

and my mom's stressing out a lot because of money issues (which i understand, it sucks big time.), and she's trying to get more hours from her job so she can get more money to help pay off our bills, get food and all that. i want to help in so many ways to earn money and all for my parents, but there's nothing i can do at all, because i cant sell my beanies and plushies, and no one here in my town offers a babysitting job for me. it really makes me upset.


so, alex, the plank thing has been broken for years. i know what it feels like right now big time because of all this crazy shit going on with my family and me. and with the bed part as you said, i have a bed from my great grandmothers house. sure, it's not the most comfy thing to lay on when you're in pain, or the most decent-made, but i love it a lot and i'm passing out as i type this because i got done cleaning just now so..yeah.



but i really dont tend to be shown off as a spoiled/prick kid. im not trying to be, and im honestly sorry all of this started..idk how it started. but iv just been stressed out and extremely tired for several weeks now, and it's really getting to me and it's not good. i feel really dizzy now..jesus...

but honestly, im just sick of my family being in the little shit hole right now. i understand everyone is stressed out, but seeing how i try to look on the bright side of things just to cheer my family up, i get pushed back down because they yell at me and it really upsets me.. normally by now, id be depressed to the point where id wanna kill myself because of all the shit going on right now. but im not because i think to myself that i can do it. and i remember i have friends in person, and online, i have a boyfriend who's there for me all the time, and when i need it most, i have a girl best friend whom will listen to my problems if my bf isnt there, even if she has her own, she will talk with me and ill talk to her to make sure we're both okay. thats what i need from my family as well, but if i told my mom something personal, like a deep secret from me, she'd go on and tell her friends and some of my relatives. it makes me really upset because normally, you think parents would keep your secrets safe. but mines don't..it makes me really upset..

so i sit here and try to be as good and nice as i can, but at times it doesn't work. including now with all the stress going on, drama with my family and me on something i hate...but the stress part is what's getting me to act like this. id never complain about wanting something. iv never done that in my life before. (unless if it was food and i had to wait. i remember we were low on food and i made up some popcorn for everyone who was home that day..i want popcorn now..), but other than that, the stress is getting to me really bad. for the past few weeks iv had at least over 8 anxiety attacks due to stress, and getting yelled at by my parents. im trying my hardest to keep my head up and smile past the hard parts. im trying to maintain a calm, and collected mind, but it's not working to well right now. and as you can see on here, im trying to not yell or anything because im tired of getting yelled at by people. im tired of being labeled as something im not, im sick of everything right now to be honest.. i dont want to be labeled as what you called me alex, because im nothing like that. me complaining about the stupid chair, its stress talking, because i got yelled at before i posted that. im just..done. im done with people, im done with cleaning, im done with everything..im done with the drama, the stress, the fucking bad anxiety attacks, the labeling shit, the pain, sorrow, tears, screaming and just......done......






so, im sorry for everything i do that people think is wrong. iv been acting like a fucking bitch/what ever damn emotion for the past few weeks cause of all the fucking stress. im sorry that i even exist on this planet...


im just..sorry..







sorry that i even exist on this planet....






why am i even on here..god...
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 8:41:48

i meant to say two and not to



god fucking dammit rachael, spell shit correctly for once in your damn life..
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 8:44:31

my mom just came in my room and gave me a box full of beads and string...


........





im gonna go make something i have in mind for stuff like this.



closet door hanger things.





thank you mom.



oh she just told me the box was on the couch.


i forgot it was there. oops.


....


still gonna use it for the idea though.
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 8:49:07

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oh my god.
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the part with america in it.

i can see that.
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Post by Kit Sat 26 Jul - 9:28:17

"im so glad you made a tumblr so I could talk and meet such an amazing person such as yourself! I wish we talked more and im really going to try and change that! you rock my everything!! I love/adore you with every ounce of my heart and seeing you pop up on my blog brings me such happiness like you have NO idea and I just hope you are happy and smiling and always trying your best -nuzzles happily-!! I probably overwrite this a lot I know but I just want to keep reminding you how much you mean!"

OH MY GOD THIS PERSON ON TUMBLR LITERALLY MADE MY NIGHT SO MUCH RIGHT NOW. I DON'T EVEN TALK TO THIS PERSON (but i stalk there tumblr cause its fucking amazing) AND THEY SENT ME THIS AND JUST... OH MY GOD!


and on the side note here, i was helping my mom with dinner and i looked outside to see a bunch of guys twerking for someone who was making a video of it. the guys had there shirts either off, tied on there heads, or daisy duke kinda thing.

i dont think i ever laughed hard enough in my life to make me collaps and almost die from no air. my mom just laughed and was disgusted, but she was laughing at me almost dying. she made sure i was okay though and gave me water. but oh my fucking god i almost literally died laughing.
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at first i was mad (cause of the title), but then i watched the video..mkay. i don't disagree with her..idk what else to say iv only watched 5 minutes and then stopped.


and im sorry for the posts. im bored.

and why isnt there a delete button? i wanna delete the fb thing i posted and youtube.

also yay spaghetti is ready. even though i almost died making it cause of the white guys.
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