Re: FREE THE FORUM ( random chat)

by **Kit** Sat 21 Jun - 14:33:37

I SHOULD FUCKING SLEEP BECAUSE ITS LATE AND IM TIRED BUT IM IN A REALLY GOOD AND INTENSE RP WITH A FRIEND RIGHT NOW
ASFUDIOGHJBDUI

by **Kit** Sat 21 Jun - 23:44:47

OKAY I WENT TO BED AT MIDNIGHT

AND THEN AT FUCKING 8 AM THERES THIS LOUD FUCKING BUZZING OR BEEPING SOUND OUTSIDE MY WINDOW

8 FUCKING AM

ITS TOO FUCKING EARLY ON A SUMMER DAY FOR LOUD NOISES TO HAPPEN

I BARLY FUCKING SLEPT CAUSE I WAS FREEZING ALL DAMN NIGHT TOO AND I STILL AM

I WANT FUCKING SLEEP

OR COFFEE

COFFEE SOUNDS GOOD ATM

BUT WHAT THE FUCK ITS NOT EVEN FUCKING 10 YET

AT 10, THERE CAN BE LOUD NOISES CAUSE I WONT GIVE TWO SHITS THEN

ESRDFUIGOBHKERFUDIJKGLHSTRFGUIGOLAKEJRDFHUBOLFCIGKHBJAFIZUGHKL

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 0:38:37

dude it doesnt matter what time i go to sleep i always wake up at seven omg

so i got my mom aviciis new album right

shes been playing it since like 8:30 on our big speaksrs

yesterday i went to a private pool with my mom
and the liFEGUARD WAS CHECKIN ME OUTT
i was like
nO
PPL R GONNA DROWN BCUZ IM TOO HOT

it was so awkward im glad we left

by **Kit** Sun 22 Jun - 1:26:40

sarah bby im sorry *hug pap smeck* bbyyy <33333

and i didnt get coffee srugoiih mooooooooooooooooooooooooom gimme coffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

by **Kit** Sun 22 Jun - 1:27:50

also

SIXTY NINE BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ ]IUREFKLGJAYEIUDROLKGH SBRTUKGBJHDFCGBTGF UB HRNTSUFYBJKHSFGCUIBKSRLJHGF 69 lololol WSRYIDGKJH WERDIJGCKVLHBJ3EIURDOLKGJSRTDUIGFBJKLSRHFJBUI

by **Kit** Sun 22 Jun - 1:28:18

..im a mature young adult i swear..

69..

*snicker*

by **Sam** Sun 22 Jun - 1:50:52

69 IS MY favourite number.

by Alex Sun 22 Jun - 5:37:58

I hate chain mail
Its obvious its fake but I still worry over it

by **Kit** Sun 22 Jun - 8:34:23

69 pages
69 notifications

perfect!

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 10:47:47

Y STOMACH HAS BEEN HURTING LIKE HELL ALL DAY I WOKE BE SUPRISED IF I START TO THROW UP CUZ NONE OF IT HAS BEEN STAYIN IN MY STOMACH VERY LONG ANYWAY IF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN BUT THIS HURTS LIKE A JEJDJD LIKE WORSE THAN PERIOD CRAMPS THIS IS LIKE SOMEONE IS WISHING DEATH UPON ME IVE BEEN CURSED LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DID I EAT

by Alex Sun 22 Jun - 11:28:57

I'm surprised I was able to read that

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 13:12:30

ok so i had a goddamn whole rant typed out but my phone fuckin decided to b an asshole and refresh the page but because im fuckin dedicated to expressing my feelings i will retype it

OK SO U KNO THAT FUCKIN BOOK SRIES/MOVIE SHIT DIVERGENT OR WHATEVER
IT WAS ACTUALLY OK
AND THE WHOLE TIME I WAS TRYING TO CONVINCE MYSELF THAT IT SUCKED AND THAT TRIS WAS MY LEAST FAVORITE PERSON IN THE FICTIONAL UNIVERSE
IT HAD TOO MUCH TOUCHY FEELY ROMANCE FOR MY TASTE BUT THATS PROB BECAUSE I READ GAY PORN AND THIS WAS TOO STRAIGHT
ANYWAYS
THE REASON I HATED TRIS IS BECAUSE SHE IS ME AND I WOULD HAVE MADE THE EXACT SAME DECISIONS SHE DID AND IT FUCKS ME UP FOR SOME REASON
I AM LITERALLY SHAKING BECAUSE I REMINDED MYSELF HOW MUCH I EITHER HATE MYSELF BUT I DONT BECAUSE I ACTUALLY LIKE TRIS A LOT I JUST HATE HER BECAUSE WERE THE SAME

ANYWAYS THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE BUT I AM CONTINUIG

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 13:23:30

SO I HAD PREDICTED THE ENDING TO THIS SHITTY BOOK LIKE THREE MONTHS BEFORE I READ IT WHILE MY FRIEND WAS READING IT
SHE STARTED CRYING DURING CLASS SO
i was like
it cant b that bad cuz my friend fuckin knows whats up when it comes to books
ANYWAYS
THERE WERE MANY THINGS THAT COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER I GUESS
BUT THERES A GAY MINOR CHARACTER WHICH I LIKED BUT HE WAS MINOR WHICH PISSED ME OFF
ALSO THERE WERE A LOT OF okay? okay. AND IM LIKE F THIS SHIT IM NOT GOING THROUGH THE FAULT IN OUR STARS AGAIN bcuz honestly that book was just okay i laughed instead of crying because i guessed thhe ending to that book too BECAUSE I AM A GODDAMNED FORTUNE TELLER AND NO ONE CAN CONVINCE ME THAT I AM NOT A BEAUTIFUL DISGUSTING GOD LIKE CREATURE FROM THE PITS OF HELL

THIS BOOK REMINDED ME THAT I HATE HUMANS AND OUR MINDS AND THIS PITIFUL WORLD WE LIVE IN AND AT THE SAME TIME HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM AND HOW GREAT IT WOULD BE TO DISECT THE SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE BECAUSE WERE SO INTERESTING ADN THATS FUCKIN EXCITING I REALLY DONT UNDERSTAND THE POINT OF ANYTHING WE DO CUZ ITS ALL POINTLESS

this book has some good points down with discrimination is the theme and im cool with that i cant remember what else i disliked about it but seiously idk how i feel

AND MY GODDAMNED STOMACH IS EATIN ITSELF LIKE THIS SHIT WONT SHUT UP LIKE IT STOPPED HURTIN WHILE I WAS READIN BUT NOW AOMEONE KILL ME

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 13:46:35

I W T TO CONTINUE BECAUSSE I FORGOT THAT THIS IS REALLT HELPFUL FOR RELEASING MY AN XIETY SO

CONTINUING
HUMANS ARE JUST SO FANSINATING LIKE SOME ARE SO STUPID IT NEVER CEASES TO SUPRISE ME AND THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS WE COULD FIX BUT EVERYONES SO STUPID AND SO FAST TO REJECT CHANGE AND THEN I REMEMBER IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS WERE ALL GONNA DIE ANYWAY AND SERIOUSLY. there is no point

IM SHAKING SO IM GOING TO JUST TYPE UNTIL I STOP

OK SO I HAVENT PRACTICED VIOLIN BECAUSE MY FINGERS HURT LIKE THE JOINTS AND I PROBABLY HAVE ARTHRITIS OR SOMETHING BUR I DONT CARE ANYMORE BECAUSE IN THIS PLACE WE LIVE IN A HAVE TO DO SOMETIME TO SURVIVE AND I GUESS THIS IS IT
STILL DHAKING
ITS THUNDERING AND I JUST WANT IT TO RAIN SO I CAN SIT IN THE DARK AND DROWN OUT MY THOUGHTS BECAUSE IM DUMB AND I HATE THIS PLACE
haha drown rain is that a pun idk lol
OK IM GONNA GET PERSONAL NOW BENPERPARED

I REALLY WANNA FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE AND HAVE THEM LOVE ME BACK AND I DONT WANT TO BE OBSESSED WITH SOMEONE WHICH IS WHAT MY PERCEPTION OF LOVE IS AND THATS HOW IVE FICKED UP AND FUCKED PEOPLE OVER SO MANY TIMES BECAUSE IVE BECOME OBSESSED WITH THE IDEA OF THEM LIKING ME BUT NEVER ACTUALLY REMEMBERED THAT THEYRE HUMAN TOO AND I JUST TRAMPLE ON EVERYONES FEELINGS BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW TO LIKE PEOPLE PROPERLY WITHOUT THAT OBSESSION AND NOW IM OBSESSED WITH A BOY WHO WILL NEVER LIKE ME BACK AND WHOS ALREADY FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME BECAUSE HES GOING TO COLLLEGE AND IT WAS NEVER ANYTHING ANYWAYS I JUST WANTED TO RELATE TO MY FRIENDS IN SOME WAY BECAUSE THEY ALL HAD CRUSHES AND I WAS TRYING TO FORGET SOMEONE I HURT BECAUSE IM PATHETIC AN GROSS
AND THEN I REALIZED AFTER. A WHILE THAT I DID ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT I DO HE IS EVERYWHERE I GO NOT PHYSICALLY BUT SOMEONE IS ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT HIM OR SOMETHING REMINDS ME OF HIM AND I HATE IT BECAUSE IM DISGUSTING AND CREEPY AND HE DIDNT EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE MY EXSISTENCE UNTIL THE VERY VERY END OF THE YEAR BUT EVEN THEN THERE WAS NO REAL IUTWARD INTERACT BETWEEN US AND I JUST WANT TO BE DONE WITH HIM AN MOVE ON BUT IM IN TOO DEEP AND LITERALLY THERE OS SOMETHING TRYING TO TELL ME TO HOLD ON AND BELIEVE THAT THERES SOMETHING FOR ME IN ALL OF THIS SOMETIME IN THE FUTURE EVEN THOUGH I WANT TO LET GO I CANT FORGET BECAUSE THE LITTLE THINGS THAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US MAKE me so happy i cant stand it i hate him so much and he doesnt even know how happy he makes me and i never got to tell him how thankful i am that he became a part of life oh fuck guys im so sorry for spamming but im hurting so badly i cant i really am fucked up an disgusting dont remid me and comment on it

by **Kit** Sun 22 Jun - 13:54:07

....*hugs and gives cookie and water* sarah bby calm down <333333

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 13:55:35

and im confused because i met this guy who ive always seen aroud school an ive never really tried to talk to him but the last week of school i guess it became more obvious i wanted to talk to him because we ended up talkin about random things like food while waiting for the bus and i realized wow this kid is even cuter when actually talking to me
and then the bext day he sat with me in the library and i realized fuck he knows my name bUT I DONT KNOW HIS HAHA BUT I NEVER ASKED BECAUSE HE WAS TALKIN TO MY FRIEND AND I AM A SHY PIECE OF SHIT
and on the last day of school he gave me a suprise side hug an he said
i dont know you but here have a huG
and now im even more conflicted because unicycle boy just is my ideal type and we fit together so perfectly but this stranger just decides to waltz in an fuck with my head i hate guys and love and people and everything

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 13:57:37

no rachael i cant im gonna get rid of all these nasty feels right now and sort out my head befor e i foght with myself and things get dumb
but i think im done anyways that was all im still shaking but not as badly so
i think im ok

by **Kit** Sun 22 Jun - 13:58:36

sarah bby *hug pap pet smeck* bby its all okai now. im here bby <33333 *pet and gives tiny llama baby* bby <3

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 14:07:29

*holds tiny llama baby thing* why cant my life be simple why cant i hav a father who doesnt take out his anger on my little brother and i
he told my little brother he couldnt eat dinner and spent the whole day yelling at him because my bro is super forgetful and forgot his homework at school again
and then he drinks all the time and insults my mom and threatens her and im so afraid one day hell take us away from her or hell hit me because he already knows i dont like him anymore and yelled at me because i "treat him like shit" and makes up lies about my mom and calls me just so he can yell at her and all the neighbors hate us and spy on us for my dad and its disgusting

and then even at my moms house she gets drunk and doesnt understand that i cant be around her because im afraid and whenever shes like that shes always like
why do you hate me
you dont love me
but the only reason i cant be around her like that is because my dad does the same thing when hes drunk

im just
i don t know
*eats cookies*

by **Kit** Sun 22 Jun - 14:10:26

*pets* aww. if i could, id adopt you and make you my sister.

by Alex Sun 22 Jun - 14:12:16

I just noticed that its been 1 year since I join'ed

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 14:12:50

im just so weak and pathetic i cant do anything to protect my brother i just feel useless like es already bullied at school he doesnt deserve this

by **Kit** Sun 22 Jun - 14:13:36

it will be for me too on Saturday!...wait..saturday my brother graduates..

...

FUCK EVERYTHING ;A;

*huggles sarah* bby :c <3333

by **Sarah** Sun 22 Jun - 14:15:50

i would love to be ur sister like i really wish i had an older sibling yanno

i dont remember when i joined it feels like it was a really really long time ago

by Alex Sun 22 Jun - 14:17:58

*bonquisha mode engaged*
Girl *Snaps fingers* if you wanted a man you should of gone on Craigs list *mhmmm* *Snaps fingers again* them tones of desperate brothers down there sister.
*Final snap in z formation*
Girl you better cheer up, or ama come and make you eat KFC
you know me girl

(Don't take that seriously, Im just trying to squeeze a little giggle in there)

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